Nothing very extraordinary happened today. The perfect average day. It wasn't bad. It was a terrific day but I still feel empty and broken. I'm crying in my bed. I don't know why I'm so depressed. I feel frustrated. I know that eventually Kailey and everyone is going to get tired of me being so depressed. I don't know why I am like this. I should be happy. Kennedy and Stephanie and moni came over for a little bit. Kailey made everything better. She always does