watched a large part of the 4th season yesterday. that one scene w vecna & max was a welcome reprieve from the persistent idea that life is supposed to be easy... loved that relationship + everything that ever made her heart stir, was what brought her back to reality. Or at least, the reality where one can thrive. Guilt trips that kill are so powerful bc they have a seed of truth in them. In the end it seems you have a choice between grace and condemnation, courage and fear.