keep reopening the same old scab on my thumb. we don’t meet eyes anymore. let me put my heavenly hammer to your nicotine skull let me fix you like i know I can. that’s all it is. when you helped without saying anything and then left. i don’t like to be helped but sometimes your shoulder was right against mine. treasure. werewolf eyes. i’m doing the full body dilation. and i’m thinking of something i loved.