sitting in agriscience with everyone talking abt state ffa and the only thing going on in my mind is- have you ever felt sad or lonely? have you ever felt two feet tall? have you ever thought man if only i was anybody else at all. they like to kick you when times get rough. when you give your all, but it’s not enough. stick and stones might break your bones but words can break your heart. but if you don’t know where to go, i’ll show you where to start: KILL YOURSELF. ITLL ONLY TAKE A MINUTE. YOULL BE HAPPY THAT YOU DID IT. JUST GO OVER TO YOUR OVEN AND SHOVE YOUR HEAD IN IT. KILL YOURSELF. REALLY YOU SHOULD DO IT. THERES REALLY NOTHING TO IT. JUST GRAB A MUG AND CHUG A CUP OF LIGHTER FLUID. —————————————KILL YOURSELF. IT WONT BE PAINFUL. IF YOU ARE ABLE, TO GIVE A LITTLE KISS TO A ONCOMING TRAIN YOULL KILL YOUSELF. ITS OVER, MULL IT. THERES A TRIGGER, PULL IT. GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD, “IT” BEING A BULLET. STICK YOUR TONGUE IN A PLUG. SUCK A PIPE OF EXHAUST. MAKE SOME TOAST IN THE TUB. NAIL YOURSELF TO A CROSS. HOLD YOUR BREATH TILL ITS GONE. DRINK A GALLON OF MACE. BE GAY IN IRAN. LET OPRAH SIT ON YOUR FACE. JUMP OFF OF A BRIDGE. SKINNY DIP IN A FLOOD. SKY DIVE ATTACHED TO A FRIDGE. DRINK A HAITIAN GUYS BLOOD. BREAK INTO A ZOO, GIVE THE TIGER A SHOVE. EAT A PHILLIPS HEAD SCREW. MARRY COURTNEY LOVE.