i wake up kissing my pillow face down. love can suffocate can’t it. that’s what i tell myself when i’m on the edge of it. vin tells me about closure. jim tells me everything they know. i’m grateful for all of it. people are talking to me. people are talking to me. max says i’m a bit strange in a great way. conner says i’m an oddball and it’s interesting. i store it all in my back pocket for later. people are talking to me.