I'm surrounded by people who are having the time of their lives. They're meeting new people, experiencing new things. It seems like nothing is in their way. But sometimes, I just can't help but think: "when's my turn? When am I going to meet new people? When am I going to experience?" It's ironic because it seems like everything's in my way now. I can't do anything I want. I've been waiting for what seems like forever, yet I still tell myself "good things will come to those who wait." I've grown tired of waiting. I want to live life to the fullest and enjoy these few couple of years. I can't live in a shell forever...