We can’t move forward with plans for our future until you are honest with B. It may be a relationship of convenience for you, I guarantee it’s not for her. She deserves to know the truth sooner than later, she deserves to know that you aren’t happy and your heart isn’t in it, that you aren’t in love with her and aren’t planning your future with her. B may be hurt and upset about it ending but at least she won’t be blindsided about you eventually moving out. We do things the right way this time or we don’t do them at all. Failure is not an option and I refuse to test karma or the universe by not listening to what we both know is the path given to us in order to be together. It’s our time and we will reach our goals. NY is where our future begins, I feel this in ever part of my being. You are my Jack and I am your Sally, we are simply meant to be. I love you for always.