Went to swim even tho it was cloudy outside. Ever since my surgery, the bolts and rods on my back make me get colder than usual. My boyfriend called me beautiful and was extra patient with me today, even when I was about to lose it twice. I'm starting to keep my emotions in check and just try to be more positive, for my sake. Let's see what's in store for tomorrow. I need to recover before going back to school.