i went to elaine’s for dinner and she told me josh said he thinks i’m fun, thinks i’m the kind of person everyone turns to when i enter the room, like a sunflower head. someone everyone’s happy to see, someone who brings good energy and smiles. i will never forget this. i think i’m gonna hold those words in my chest forever. oh, no one’s ever said anything so kind about me, all i can do is hope it’s true and feel like sunlight