Now past midnight, it's Feb 2nd, 2016. Louie and I just celebrated our 13 month anniversary and I couldn't be any happier. Times have been rough as of lately.. Dealing with Robb's death and seeing my loved ones go through a testing moment within their lives. I realize now that one shan't keep their emotions bottled in. It's healthy to let them flow so that you're tree can be watered. And we can't stop the pain by numbing ourselves through temporary pleasures. It only gets worse if we try to run. We must stand strong within our ground and face our problems head on. In times of despair all we truly need is love. It pains me to see the ones I love destroying themselves & all I wish to do is help them and show them a different way out. But I suppose you can't help those that don't want to help themselves, and sometimes it's good to step back and let them make their own mistakes. None of us are perfect and in most ways we can all relate to one another. We all fight battles within our lives, no life is perfect regardless of what you have. We all go through our share of mishaps. Without the darker days there'd be no light and vice versa. Just know, you're not alone. None of us are.