Today was at cinema with my friends. Watched Cafe society.. It made me think about my Bf.. I want to get back with him. I'm afraid that maybe after some years we will meet each other and be together. I want it now so badly. I miss him and I know I screwed up. I had depression so we used to fight a lot. Now he thinks that we don't match. It's hard to explain that I had a rough times. And now I'm feeling good... Hope we will get back together. We were together for 6years.. On 29th I'm getting 20 years old. And I'm afraid because last birthday we spent together really romantic and nice... And now everything changed.. Hope he will call me :( oh tomorrow I'm going to be a translator for italians and I'm a little bit afraid.. It's really serious first job for me.. Hope I won't screw up.. Taking a dictionary with me.. Awkward I know.. P.S. I love my dog-Black. He's my sun. 💜