What’s done is done. I looked at the content I knew I shouldn’t have. And now I have a tiny, but still aching soul tie to the shooter even, and ofc the Florida high school kids I saw in those classrooms. You can’t see girls lying in their own blood and expect to be fine. Even if it’s over through a iphone video. You can’t just let it go as if it were a clip of a horror movie you saw in passing. You can’t just see a photo of a smiling little boy, knowing that he grew up to become a mass murderer, and be fine. Be careful out there. What you watch matters. A lot. Take time for what you take in. Be mindful of your heart. Most of us have enough amazing grief going on in our own limited spheres that to go out and broaden our grief horizons… take on the world’s pain when we haven’t dealt with our own… idk. Tread carefully