Wow I get jealous easily... The heater we bought Kendall doesn't work. I woke up at 6 😱 I'm not sure why since I didn't fall asleep until around 1. I'm laying in bed and watching dr. Phil. It's been so long since I've been able to. I feel really empty and I think today is going to be a depressed day. I have different days like I'm usually always somewhat upset but I base my days off of how I act and I think it's gonna be a depressed day... I feel so awful. I don't know why. Actually I do. I feel like nobody loves me as much as I love them. It's only 7 am and I already feel like crying. Great... In video tech Dani and I decided to do toy story for our acting workshop. YOU ARE A TOY! I know that Kailey is feeling bad today because of basketball and I want to make her feel better. She makes me feel better all the time. Some guy got arrested outside our room and there was blood and I heard someone yell "I will fuck you up" and "can't catch me nigga" it snowed a tiny bit and I almost wore a crop top. I had a really good time in 5th and 7th period. Avocado, Mia, Chloe and I just talked and in 5th we watched a movie and Kyle and I joked around a lot. I've missed being his friend... He sees me differently now