went to the mall with my sister. i love-hate the the blank white walls and floor. the smell of perfume and beauty counters. the padded silence of the shoe section. i fell asleep when i got home though and didn’t get up until work. conner & garret put in their two weeks. conner tells me my sister told him to back off. i try to say something to her when i get home but she just gets angry. martyr complex, too much too late. i really don’t need an older sister now.