Ep. 121: The Blank Face of God- My screen time is up 100% for a total of 16 hours and a shit ton of fucking minutes. I scroll into oblivion, spending my days on my stomach like a lily pad. Rue from Euphoria wants a fraction of what I have. Every day my resume goes unfinished, the wait becomes more painful. I use an app to send a message in a bottle. How fitting for April to end on a Sunday, a day when everything feels hopeless after 4.