it's just upsetting because everything reminds me of him. Moving on and getting over are not the same thing. And I think I've moved on but I haven't gotten over. I just can't quit thinking about the times I've spent with him. All the time I can't get back and it's upsetting. I can never get those emotional nights back. I can never get that love expelled back. It's always gonna be to him and he doesn't even know. I'm pretty sure he felt the same at some point. But he was scared or upset or anything. It hurts my heart. I do care for him very strongly. To the point that I have considered telling him because keeping this type of thing in is bad for my heart. But then I think of all the shit he has put me through and decide that if he does feel the same he doesn't deserve to know how I feel until he treats me right. He can't be loving and caring and sweet and sensual towards me then be cold and distant and awkward and crap. But then again that's exactly how I am. But I don't know any other way. He must've had feelings for me. But if he didn't I really don't want to know. I wonder if anyone has ever felt anything strong towards me. Maybe somebody feels strong potential for me. If you do then let me know