We spent some time together, Sveta and I. I don't know, man, I just don't know. All I can think about right now is that I wrote Alice a stupid fucking message about how I'm the only one who cares about that little "relationship" we had and how I want to make things right and be with her EVEN THOUGH SHE TOLD ME SHE DOESNT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN. I don't know, man, I'm just that stupid and that dumb.