After I woke up this morning, i felt amazing because all week I have been awake... I immediately tackled the house work I needed finished.
I now have the time to follow up the companies I recently applied for because I need a job...
At the same time I can now listen to some music that I need memorized ASAP... I' am going to record my first actual demo that I am going to post to a few sites for aspiring musicians. I have nothing to lose today, I am choosing to stay productive and it feels really good to be working on taking my life in a positive direction!