Lexi and I went ice skating and then to Grimaldi's and then played apples to apples. Going to see Kailey today. I really hope it works out this time... I love her soooo much and miss her like crazy!! Kora is literally the cutest. Kailey and I are gonna hang out tomorrow. I didn't tell dad happy new year so now he says he's not gonna pay for me to go to STN. He's such a fucking asshole. So now all my hard work was for nothing. John came over and we played apples to apples again. He thinks Steph's hot (she is😂) it's 4am and I'm thinking about death a lot. 🎧 all talk- Kate Nash "I'm a feminist and if that offends you then fuck you"