Mom woke me up and took me to grams. We went to kohls. Gram drove yesterday. I got some clothes. Hollidae told me there's 11 days until my birthday, she's right.. I don't want to grow older. I've been feeling like EVERYONE who I have in my life has someone better. I have so many people in my life who say I'm amazing and funny and beautiful but I feel like every single person has someone better. My problems have been so stupid and it sucks but I feel like I'm searching for something to be upset about. I'm tired of being ignored. It's really fucking exhausting. 🎧 Amelia- Tonight Alive "earth's just not the place for an angel like you"😢❣