You told me today that you just like to push my buttons. And I asked why. You said it was because you love me but I know it's not because you're in love with me. And I said that I love you too but it's annoying. And you said "what're you going to do about it?" I was going to say "what do you want me to do?" But that sounds like there's sexual tension so I backed out and said nothing. The fact that you said you like to push my buttons made me upset because you just like making me upset. But you texting me to make me upset is better than no text at all. I like you a lot and we say we lose each other but I don't know what you mean. And now there's chris and I don't know what would happen if chris wanted to be more than friends bc I wouldn't want to say no to him but I wouldn't want to let go of you. I love you but you're making it hard for me to understand what we are.