Something I need to keep in mind: If he said he didn't love you. Then forget him. He doesn't deserve you. You NEED someone better than him. You cannot settle for someone so low. If he said he never loved you then never go back. You can't desire a relationship so much that you get depressed because you don't have one, and that it hurts you that much. He HURT you. If someone hurts you, that's hate, not love. Love doesn't hurt. Hurting someone comes out of hatred. And I don't want you to be in that relationship. You can be fine without a boyfriend, trust me. You deserve someone that will love you, truly. You deserve someone that will give you the moon. And you become their world and they don't let anyone take you away from them, and will protect you from any danger, not hurt you. You need someone to lay on the grass with and look up at the sky and makes pictures out of clouds or stars and tell stories with them. You need someone that will think you're beautiful even when you're feeling your worst. You need a guy that will always surprise you and make happy and laugh. Sometimes talking to Karine and giving her advice makes me realize things that I also need to fix in my own life. Which is a good thing for the both of us. I give advice to her and I reflect my own advice to myself. Karine will be someone I keep in my life regardless of what happens. I love her.