I want to go to sleep.. And then be woken up to the sound of you getting into bed. I want you to look at me .. In your special way and smile and kiss my forehead. I want you to wipe and kiss my tears away. I want you to shush me and hold me until I fall back asleep in your arms. I want to feel safe and cradled again. I want to sleep with you resting your forehead against the back of my neck and shoulders and feel the tickle of your breath on my skin while I dream. I want you. Right now. Tonight. Forever.