What is wrong with me today? Mood swing much? Probably. Envy, I hate feeling like this. I'm just lonely over here. Didn't have the right amount of social interactions with others for 2 or 3 years now. Am I asking too much? Do they even understand me? Why do I lower myself so much? Why do I pretend to be happy? Why do I let others complain and tell their stories while they never listen to mine? ...I'm like this for the sake of others...I have to be strong...for the sake of others...for others..