I don't think I acted that well. I think everyone like it because it was funny. I'm so pissed at Lopez still. Today I gave her the eye. Gram got her knee done today. Holli says it "won't be bone on bone" anymore. Alvarado always knows how to make me feel better. He put on a beanie and acted like a cholo. Chloe and I have started proclaiming our "love" I think people actually think we're dating 😂 had an STN meeting. We're having two Peter's nights. Hopefully that'll cover the cost of the shirts. I think we'll be selling some too. I have been reading up on surrogate mothers and I think I want to be one when I'm older. I'm worried that my friends don't really like me. I'm worried that the presents that I got them for Christmas aren't enough. I've been sleeping to avoid my feelings. I feel like everyone secretly hates me. Kailey is such an amazing friend but I feel like I'm not good enough. Her phone case and headbands aren't getting here and it's giving me anxiety. Guess it'll be an excuse to see me over break. I don't know how I'm gonna handle not seeing her for two weeks. She's my rock.