Everyone was asking for cupcakes today. Whoops. I slept for 16 hours. I'm exhausted and I look it. I just hit me that Kennedy is going to graduate next year. I don't know how I'm gonna handle being without her. Tori wasn't here and Chloe isn't going to be either. ugh. I feel hungover even thought I didn't drink. I wore sweatpants today because I feel like dying. "Kids are still depressed when you dress them up" so why bother anymore right? Chloe and I are still doing our "who can go longer without shaving bet" she said I can't shave my nether region and that sucks because I ALWAYS shave that and ugh. Chloe isn't here and I feel so alone in speech. I started crying. I feel so alone and worthless. I don't see the point in living as of right now. I disappoint everyone and I have literally no internal motivation to move on. Today I had to walk home and as I did I wondered if I should jump out in front of a moving car... I decided that the chances of death were slim so I didn't. I made cookies to sell tomorrow. The first batch burnt. They probably suck. Kailey made me feel better