i have come to the realization that i have lost so many memorable and amazing people that has entered my life. i want them back; i crave their attention and love once more. our friendships drifted away, not particularly bitterly, but it was gone before we knew it.

however, my pride is too high for those words to ever leave my mouth. confrontation isn't my biggest strength either but the desire is strong.

i miss you all and i am sincerely sorry for not voicing myself out as i should: jonna, tracy, allison, bianca, nicole, becca amongst many more.