So strange, been questioning my sexuality quite a lot lately. It's not really something I do. I'm pretty sure I'm straight but it's weird to think the thoughts I've been thinking. I've just been having cravings in general for things I normally wouldn't be craving after... Things that I haven't ever even had.. like women and cigarettes lol.. I have to laugh at the ridiculousness of the way that sounds. My boyfriend always jokes and says I'm bi because of some of the things I say and do but maybe he's right. I kind of want to talk to someone about it.. but who? I've got no one I think I would feel comfortable talking about it with. And I can't even describe why I think I might be bi. I mean, maybe I always have been... I'm too old for this to be some weird phase of thoughts. This is stupid. Gonna stop writing about it. k. Bye