The older I get the more ethics and morals become important to me and mould my lifestyle. The stronger these beliefs become the more I change. I feel I have had a huge paradigm change in the last six months. Maybe this new wave of giving a shit is a result of my depression lessening but ironically the more I care about these things the more repulsed I become when I learn the ways of this world. Which leads me to disappointment and disgust. Back to square one.