I haven’t felt good all day. I’ve felt nauseous and my hands were clammy and shaky. It all stared this morning when I woke up from that weird dream. I was pregnant and I didn’t know who the dad was and I was trying to figure it out. It seemed too real, I was trying to figure out if I was still going to be able to play basketball for a while and what was going to happen to me. My life felt like it was going to fall apart. Then, I woke up with extreme nausea and I couldn’t decide wether it was real or not but I’ve never had sex so I knew it wasn’t real. Anyways, as my day continued I just felt out of it. Everyone thought I was sad when I wasn’t. I just wasn’t feeling well. I’ve been playing in bed for hours. I tend to overthink myself into sadness. I’m still alone. I’m tired of being alone. I want to be with someone and have someone there for me all the time. I miss having someone to hold hands with and watch movies with. I’m tired of loneliness.