about over 11 years ago
I'm wearing the navy blue vintage dress with nude flowers. My father told me that it's too short and I look "too pretty". He has no authority over me and it fucking pisses me off that he thinks he does. He's not the boss of me no matter how much he wants to be. He's just making me angry. Charles sat in my seat at lunch and I asked him to move and he was an asshole and wouldn't move. I stood next to him for nearly all of lunch and everyone got mad at me. Mad Dawg told me to "grow up". Nobody defended me. I started to cry and I had to try and hide it. I got a sprite and that random kid Jeffrey took it so I bought another. Paulina texted me and told me he did after I had already bought the other one. It made me so fucking pissed. I was trying so hard not to cry. Not one person stood up for me or defended me. They made it seem like it was all my fault. Kyle and Nicky and I texted Victoria random stuff like "you're going nowhere in life" and it kinda made me feel better. Mad Dawg snapchatted me asking if I was mad. Hell yeah I was. I'm still mad. Mom took me to the ortho of took forever talking to the doctor so I had to wait. We got home and mom bought me pizza. I still am very sad and upset about today. I'm crying and it sucks so much that nobody has reached out to me. Not even Miki or Paulina have texted me to see if I'm okay and I'm not. I'm crying and very depressed. It sucks so much knowing that literally nobody cares enough about me to even text me first. Mad Dawg texted me sending me I'm sorry gifs and when I told her how I felt she didn't reply.. Mom and Kendall went to a play without me.
