sometimes i really wish i had someone i could talk to and just tell everything to without feeling like they will judge me or anything. I will love to be able to talk to one person starting from 6 grade with the self harm to last month when i did it. to talk about how i might be bisexual and how i'm really confused about it since i like guys but at the same time i think girls are attractive and i wouldn't mind being with one. i would like to talk about all the small things that make me sad or happy. i want to talk about my aunt dying, my other aunt favoring my sister and having almost no connection to outside family. i want to talk about how lonely i feel and how i hate thinking abut my feelings bc when i do, then it makes me sadder and i get depressed and i hate feeling like that. i want to talk about my insecurities and my dreams. i want to talk about my family fights and my favorite memories. But i have no one that would listen without judging or sympathize me. so for now, i have this and that's all i've got