Dear lil journal, I am at school. My friend Kayla is the best she comforts me when I am depressed and sad like as right now I feel sad I feel FAT and chubby that's why I have me friends Kayla brinley and Kalel. This is my life weighting on my iPhone how I feel and how I live and hate myself I love that I can walk and talk and breath and live but I hate my fat body type I am cursed with every day and that not even exercising can help my body I just get fatter and fatter but that's not my fault I have that disease that makes me fatter or maybe it's just me maybe I look fat and feel fat but when other people see me I am a pole to them