So today was another crappy Thanksgiving. My mom got wasted during the day while I was with my dad at my grandmas and when we were supposed to go to my other Grandma's she was really mad for no reason and started fighting with me and what she said just tore me apart. She makes me sound like a terrible person and like if I use people when she's the one who does that all the time even to me. She told me to not go over to her house anymore because I only go over when I want something. The only thing I want when I go over there is to see her and Adrian. My mom is the worst person ever and the only thing she's taught me is to not be like her. I wish she would be there for me and I understand she has work sometimes but I know other times she rather go to a bar than support me and be there for me. She is an angry drunk. When she gets drunk she just fights everyone. And she ruins every holiday. Every year. Always her. She always makes it seem like she's the victim when she was yelling at me in the phone from the moment I said hi. This thanksgiving and every thanksgiving I am thankful most of my dad. He is the best person in the world and without him I don't know what I'd do. He's the only thing keeping me stable at this point in my life. He's always been a huge supporter in everything I do and I'm so thankful for that.