listened to songs in a group session with max from 9 to 1:30 last night, it was like being in the same weird room. he says wait for the good part here. i say ok, tell me when it happens. he says here it is, boom. boom is right. i say my eyes are like saucers. he says he loves that we had the same reaction. i feel like someone is looking at me lovingly from across the room. it’s euphoric when the key changes. i am looking back. is this really happening?