to the person that wrote about how the cinematic / infinite (I cannot beLEF u used that reference I’m dyin) moments are harder to come by as you get older I feel so motherloving seen it does make it hard to breathe sometimes.. I think my fear of aging goes along with this. it’s like I think my life will get less beautiful as my body becomes less beautiful. and I don’t know why it needs to be that way. Perhaps it freaking doesn’t need to be that way