Kailey DM'd me saying Madison is missing. I want to do everything I can to help because Kailey is important to me and she's important to her. I just feel like maybe I'm not her best friend. She's mine. I know it's crazy selfish but I feel that way and I hate myself for it. My anxiety levels are crazy high. I think Sarah got me sick. Madison warden unblocked me on instagram. Went to Kendall's cheer competition. Some kids coughed all over me all night. Went to bj's