🙊 I actually spoke my feelings to Michael today. I did so without stumbling over my words too many times. I didn't shut down like I have been. Am I starting to accept my reality even though it means everything i wanted is gone?💔 Maybe..... baby steps! I'm scared. Also, I read this today in DJs poem book 📖 Paradox as it may sound mark the words I say, The only things we really keep are things we give away 💝