Went to grams house bc my car was being weird so mom could get grams car. Got some clothes and went home. I did my hair half and half and curled it. It looks really cute. Got lots of compliments. I felt pretty today. Gram is already walking around. I finished Kailey's present and wrapped the ones I hadn't wrapped. I poured everything into a bowel and was about to make cupcakes but I didn't have eggs ugh. Went to see gram in the hospital and on the way to the fountains to get Mia's gift card mom was yelling and the baby was crying and I started thinking about Ma and Vera Lee... I wish mom wouldn't yell so much. In the car on the way back from visiting gram the baby was crying and she started yelling and cussing and ugh. I hate it when she yells. It makes me feel like I'm back in a house with Lonny and her yelling makes me anxious and I know that her yelling scares the baby. I'm so glad that she doesn't drink. Her screaming and anger is bad enough.