Went to Rudy's with mom sis and Kora. Then sis and I went through Kora's clothes. Marissa and I talked. She said I don't appreciate their "help". Went swimming. I skinny dipped for a little while. Kendall flipped me off and hit me so I pushed her and almost attacked her. I didn't though. Wish I had. Kora had a smash cake. As I was writing this mom told me to take off the af on the picture I posted 😒. I'm not in a good mood. I'm upset and kinda numb. Miki texted me for the first time in forever *cue frozen* she said she lost my number. Dad and I went to eat. The first place we went to was closed so we just went to Grimaldi's. I posted a picture of me bc I was wearing my butt pad and it looked like I had a butt and Madi comments something about it so I deleted the comment. It's technically midnight but whatever. Kayla blocked me and Madi knows why but won't tell me. I asked Tati and she doesn't know anything. I can't stop cryinf