I'll try to put into words what has changed my perception of my relationship. I had always thought I was second choice to Nadia, and he just dated me because she had rejected him or was no longer available. No. He was considering her, but when he met me, he knew I was the one for him. I'm not second choice. I'm first choice. I feel like I'm falling in love all over again. New day...new life...new future.