Perhaps our eyes need to be ashed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see life with a clearer view again.
Today was a sad day..... My mom's dog/best friend/baby died; after taking him into the vets last night for his stomach flipping. I feel so bad for her, she has been thru sooo much just these las few months, let alone the last 3 years. (No thanks to my part in it) I just really worry about her now. She has got to be very lonely already; not having anyone/partner to share her life and memories with.... but now she just lost her baby and bestfriend as well...... So kicks in personal guilt, of my own shame.... along with all the questions of what I could've or should've done/ done better.....fml