I don't have my headphones and it's giving me anxiety. I keep thinking I'm gonna hear someone say something bad about me. Madison saw my comment on Mia's picture and wow she tried to roast me but it was a pathetic attempt. I know I shouldn't say this bc she's been through a lot but wow she's fucking trash. She is literal fucking trash. Worse than me. At least my mom is clean now... I shouldn't have said that. Whoops💁🏼💁🏼. I feel really pretty today despite the fact that I'm wearing an ugly sweater. Maybe I'm finally more attractive than my clothes. Wow I wish I had an anxiety pill. Next time I go to the doctor I'm gonna tell him I need some. I've taken Kendall's before and they help. Misty isn't here and I usually go hang out in her room when I get anxiety but I can't bc the sub is an asshole. Madison started attacking me and Steph defended me and made it worse. Madison found me in 5th period and I ended up breaking down crying and told gram to get me and she did but she yelled at me... I've been crying a lot today