when i was in love with you part of me hated you part of me hated you because your outlook on life was so naive, childlike even. you led your life with such disorder and uncertainty with no desire to change it part of me hated you because i knew you so well. i spent everyday with you, mentally if not physically. i was consumed. that part of me doesn’t exist anymore. i dont know you anymore. i dont love you anymore. that part of me died. and from that death - growth