Gram sprayed me with a water bottle. Chloe ditched me today.. I know she didn't mean to but it still hurts. Like I said I'm always the second choice. Tori showed me this game psych and I'm like obsessed now. The fact that Kailey wrote about me makes me happy. I wish I could be the friend she deserves. She's taught me so much. I noticed how skinny Chiquita is getting. I hope she gets better. I told Kailey about the hospital. I haven't told anyone about it. I don't like talking about it. It shows how broken I truly am. I don't know what I would do if she left. She's saved me. I bet when she first bet me she had no idea how fucked I really am. I've been feeling very philosophical lately, maybe I should start writing poetry again. I am so infrequent about writing and it irritates me. UM THE CONJURING IS ON HELL YEAH. Oh and we're having thanksgiving Friday instead of Thursday bc Belinda is having it at noon like we always do. Ugh I wish that bud never got her pregnant. Then again everyone wishes that... This is bothering me much more than it should. It's probably just my period. Oh I also found a bunch of cool wallpapers on tumblr. I found a bunch of quotes about people saving each other and I thought of Kailey she's my best friend and I know I'll never be hers... Okay I'm rambling this was a long post