I met with you yesterday. We had fun. I love kissing you and touching you. So much that I almost don't care what shit you have yourself in. In the moment nothing else matters. They always say just be in the moment. I don't want to bring it up. I want to have faith it will all work out. Whatever that means. I don't want a family or to get married. I want to get sushi and roll around in your bed then eat ice cream. Is that so much to ask ?