It's the first day of the new year. I hope that any changes that are made this year are for the absolute best. I hope that if I change I don't change my heart. I hope that I don't change how I love. I hope I don't change how I live. And if I do, I hope I'll get better and get to love and live the same way I did before. If any changes are made I would want to change my confidence and change my insecurities to strengths. I wish I could tell Ethan how I feel because I really do like him a lot he's so amazing and smart and kind and he's always there for me. He's one of my best friends I really do like him and it sucks