You were told you are important and worth something to so many people. But you want to die. You want to cut yourself. What is wrong with you. What is wrong with the world. Why does it keep letting you down. Why do you even hope. Why do you dream. Nothing will ever happen for you. Nothing but that you want. And all that you don't want will inevitably work out and you'll be there. Too scared to do something about it. Fuck you. You let yourself down. Fuck. You. So. Fucking. Much