seems like they felt kind of...

  • upset
  • self-expressive
  • affectionate
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about almost 11 years ago
Why does my mom fight with everyone every single holiday 😊😊😊 and bring strangers from the bar to play the guitar 😊😊 who knows? I just wish it didn't happen EVERY holiday that she fights 😊 her and Paco were fighting and I said "why do you do this every holiday?" And she got really mad and said "then leave. Call your dad like you always do and leave." And I said "we haven't been here that long and I want to see grandma and Geen Geen..." And she said " it's not like you care about them anyways." I hate when she says that. She doesn't know. I love them so much and sometimes I really want to swear at her but I've never thrown an f-bomb or anything else and I don't want to fight on Christmas. Fighting with her when she's drunk is pointless because you're not going to win. She will dig up stuff about you that is waayyyy in the past and she always finds a way to make you feel guilty. Even when you have nothing to be guilty for. I'm done with her being like that. Even my brother and sister were telling her to chill and my EIGHT YEAR OLD little brother told her "you're the one drinking just stop fighting and calm down. It's not cool when you fight with everyone. Just stop." And I've never been so upset with my mom. For my brother to tell her that he's fed up with her crap with her drinking and fighting all the time was just so upsetting that he's seen her that many times for him to finally speak up and say something. It's not like she'll remember anyways. And even if she does she pretends like it never happened so. Whatever.
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