I have been depressed for a year, I go to school smiling and act all happy... People in my class say I'm the funniest which is really ironic. I don't want pity, or people to ask questions and I hate the attention. I told my parents 3 weeks ago , my best friend has known since November, one of my guy friends (who is depressed as well) has known for 2 months. I have considered cutting many times ... Ive been suicidal. I have some sort of bulimia. I'm gonna see a shrink soon.
Yesterday I told other friends. All of them pitied me and none understood what I'm going through... Some made fun of it and they made me cry...